New Hampshire Writers
The Cat And I On A Winter's Night
By Anne Trotter

The roof sloped down over our heads at a slant,
Thick white plaster cut with skylights
Covered in snow and submitting only blue to our room.
We sat together, you sarcastic, me fiercely deaf
To the bitterness that flowed below our feet.
You wandered my room, wondering
If that was what your life was reduced to now;
No teeth, going gray, eating mush.
I merely clung to you while the snow muffled the battle below
From everyone but us.
We'd wait it out, then I'd leave you
To sit alone and shed blackly on my pillow
While I stomped in the slush.
I always came home.
You always greeted me at the door, angry.
Where had I been for so long?
Didn't I know you were worried?
Then we'd sit and eat
And pretend we had our own place,
Somewhere else.