New Hampshire Writers
"The Measurement Of Time And Distance"
by Anne Trotter


From here in the desert, I remember the snow.
I remember scraping my fingers on the stones
As I climbed in the mountains.
I remember cold water dripping from the ice on the dark pines
On my hair, down the back of my shirt
And one still moment in the evening when the clouds were reflected
under the dark water, like slow- drifting fish.
My heart's in half, wanting your pine-needles and wintergreen
But living in the hot red dust.
I lie awake and dream of clouds when the sky is clear,
And of stinging snow when the summer sun is blinding.
And I wonder if I were to come home,
Would I dream of the desert?
Or would I be at last content, with your cold stone heart in my chest
again?